bipolar disorder – Mindfully Messy

Medicated | Living with Bipolar 2

Wonder if I truly need them,

Ponder what changes due to them,

Fonder each day passes without them,

Absconder each night staring at them.

Author’s Note: This is the first time in 10 years I haven’t been in a depressive (or 5% of the time hypomanic) episode.

I forgot how this feels:

Content

The absence of external stimuli,

Coupled with a lack of internal.

And yet?

Not surrounded by misery,

Not consumed by fatigue,

Not drowned by disinterest.

Instead?